i guess i haven't updated in a while. no point trying to catch everyone up on all that's happened in the last month and a half except to say its been hectic.

i'm currently struggling through some family issues. my mother found a lump in her breast and we're still uncertain about it at this point. my grandfather may die very soon. he's been fighting gangrene in his leg because the surgery might kill him at his age. he's in belgrade, yugoslavia and i can't afford the ticket or loss of work (yea, still contracting) to fly out and see him one last time. these things have made me very distracted and depressed lately.

job is not that exciting anymore but i'm lucky to have one so i can't complain. boyfriend is a dream come true of support and comfort so i owe a lot of my current stability to him.

i'm not very inspired in school lately but i'm nearly done.

more exciting news to come...